RunwaytojOland

2010-04-04T17:21:00.003+08:00

If only .. if only I still had that amount..I wouldn't feel this way now. . I wouldn't be in a bad mood. . I wouldn't say things that are so wrong..so hurtful...so meaningless. .
I'll probably be able to get at least 1 dress that I really like from there. . Really wish that money could come from the sky..which is so not realistic... If only someone who is so nice could get it for me..if only. . . . .

haha i've got to step out of my if only life..and see the real stuff... Reality aren't that pleasing, what you want ..you will have it.. NO.
Reality is not nice.. not easy.. AND it sucks big time. . haven't use this phrase in ages..."sucks big time" *laughs...
how funny this is..how funny I am . .

A close Shave

2010-04-01T21:27:00.008+08:00

I was just this close to not realising my mistake!! and it will get me into trouble..
arghh... what was I doing. . .?!?!
Now I understand why working adults do not like to bring their work back home to do.. work has to be done during working hours and not outside working hours. . It's just STRESS.
He needs a stress pill & chill pill...
I think apb needs a Stress pill and a Happy pill too. I dunoe why, but when I was thinking of the "pills we got for our teacher back then, I thought of apb..hahha i think one of the "pills suits him. . lol =p

For my dear Darling..I think he doesn't need any pills currently, it's his superior that needs a chill pill..so they will not throw all the nonsense at him & to his camp mates as well... also!! so... he will not be exhausted... sounds like a dead man nowadays. . =p

Happy Birthday Wendy ((: May you stay Happy always. .

My Nail . . . =(

2010-03-31T15:04:00.004+08:00

My finger nail decided to leave me..!! =((
It got chipped off when I was putting the milo tin back into the cabinet.. The tin slipped off my hands and fell to the floor...together with my Nail!!!
no more long nails for me . . .
hahah but the amazing thing was.... it chipped off very nicely..like as thou it was chipped off by a nail clipper. . the shape was like Perfect. lol!

Can you see how perfectly it has chipped off?

*ohh...the social night post is coming up soon. .. =D

2010-03-23T19:42:00.003+08:00

Went to lasalle yesterday to catch "Sweet Charity". it's like kc's emdd... and the standard of it is like my seniors emdd...the 1st/2nd batch when I entered kc. . can compete..haha

ohh... 15 minutes chicken wings & pizza is nice! yummy!! =D If only we had more time to eat finish everything...and maybe get a slip of alcohol... i wanted to say "maybe get a slip of beer" hahah cos it seems like beer would go well with it. . haha..but i dun drink beer!!

Tuesday:
catch KaiJi with belinda... did my nails... hahaha it was quite a "chicken day" we ate popcorn chicken and after the show I had shi lin chicken..like chicken here,chicken there arh. . lol..
ohhh...not forgetting the delicious Mudpie at Coffee Club! I love it! we were craving for Ice cream and went searching for it at town...hehe... it started with Haagen Daz ...we were talking abt its advertisement, and there we were craving for it...but it seemed like town dont hv it...but i remember seeing it,hhaha can't rmb! =p
Mudpie makes me Happy =D

Maserati Event on a cooling Saturday. .

2010-03-20T19:22:00.003+08:00

The Italian Queen..

Don't you just wanna get into that Spyder .. hahah but girls becareful of ur short skirts. . it's quite hard to get in there n coming out of it aint easy as well..

Doesn't it hv a retro touch..the interior is just as retro as it is.. Awesome car. . !

I'm waiting to get the other photos!!Joycelyn...where are you?

To end off the day, Dinner & Shopping with Belinda! loves..we made ourself a john little card. . hahaha hmmm... but apparently it only has 3% rebate lei Belinda... lol..

bought cosmetics there. . and had 20% off that day. .

Thanks for the econs notes bel...!

Koi, Ramen & Alice in Wonderland

2010-03-12T23:59:00.006+08:00

Wore my wedges again (: after quite some time without wearing it ... heee..
but..oops! i didnt know i was banned from wearing high heels to work... lol! =p

Everyone was so excited to order Koi, they were talking about it so happily and excitedly...I thought it was some beer or alcoholic drink..hahaha cos I've nvr heard of it before... LOL But it is actually Bubble Tea! hahah and so we ordered it after lunch... they say it will take hours to deliver so by the time it comes our lunch will probably be digested already..=p haha and it was really it. . It took 3 hours!!! 3 hours to come... so long. .but it was worth the wait (:
Koi's bubble tea is really not bad! the next time I go pp, i'll grab one.. =D the pearls are small..but it's not the miny pearls kind, hahah the size is in between the normal pearl & the miny pearls.. You can choose the percentage of sweetness you want too, smth different.. like nice.. =D

*Training in progess. . "to be independent"*

Ohh how nice... Darling booked out this afternoon! and we are meeting after my work! i like i like. . =D

Isn't it nice to see the person you like/love when you knock off from work/school?

We went to the Ramen restaurant over at Mandarin Gallery, it was yummy...definitely worth queuing...but be prepared to queue for 30-45mins or so... =p My legs felt like as though it was going to break! zzz
After that we headed to ps for our movie. . Alice in Wonderland in 3D (: hmmm i would say it wasn't that nice as I expect it to be... there wasn't that much 3D animation... but overall, thumbs up! ((:

2010-03-07T11:30:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to Donna. . !

tai tai in the making. . hahaa

We'll eat the potato thingy with the sauages the next time k...?

haha oh well, I'll be joining the big 2 with you pretty soon. . . . Hope she did enjoyed herself. . =D

lumina

2010-03-04T21:45:00.001+08:00

Back to Lumina to earn some cash...back school, i'll be a Year 3 student..it's like so fast. . with fyps...I think it will be a stress year, so money cannot come in my way. .! it will help me in my shopping sprees, to destress =D

I feel that I'm a "chiongster" whenever I've assignments to do, it seems like I'll get it done very fast. It's like speedy, neat and nicely done .. hahah but it's until I didn't have any more things to do!which was bad, I was so bored... felt like a slacker =(

Overall, I love going there every weekdays. Waking up at 7.15 every morning..start work at 9am.. love the traveling down...cos it's not as far as Woodlands!! But oh well...one more year to go. . ((:

2010-02-17T16:14:00.006+08:00

Gonna have my Fav Sushi Tei afterwards & wuzhun...14 blades.. =D
it's been a steamboat n Japanese food these 5days.. first 2 days steamboat, 3rd day KFC, last 2 days jap food LOL but I like!! =DD

It's the holidays already! Reunion dinner, mummy & jarrel's birthday, first few days of CNY visiting is over. . . & there is still lots of goodies at home!! it's been a eat eat eat period... But I'm not putting on any weight! tskkk...

❤

2010-02-10T20:40:00.005+08:00

It's the nicest thing! (: hee... to be able to hear your voice FINALLY! ❤
hahah your voice like nice! I want to hear again...! lol
I'm just so glad that you're back, safe and sound! (:

Yesterdays' MIS paper was alright, harder than SAD thou but I was able to do..(: However today's PHP paper cmi! bad bad baddd... =( sighh just hope I won't have to retake that module again. .
And guess wad..after today's paper we went to nyp to have macs breakfast! =D wOah and the price was low..like really low. . almost 2 bucks cheaper? If only my school has it and at that price too..i'm sooo sick of school food alrdy. .it's not nice and ya Not Nice! =p

Well I reached home at ard 1pm... it feels so good to come back from school in the afternoon, to be able to see the noon sun and air haha feels like i'm in secondary school again (: But I like!
hehe...I managed to take my afternoon nap too..was really tired, I woke up at 6am this morning..travelled to woodlands..1hr plus... Go to school for an hour paper..and i'm done . . lol it's like I haven't sit properly yet and it has ended. .

3 papers down...1 more to go...

Operating System! i forgot almost everything that i've learnt n revised for that module! baddd...!!

it's been a "11.11am / 1.11pm day... "

2010-02-09T13:30:00.000+08:00

It's 1.30pm now... in an hours time I will be on my way to school for my MIS UT3! I feel listless..since saturday night, it wasn't easy to make myself fall asleep. .I would toss n turn in bed feeling tired but...I just can't sleep. I miss you too much? *laughs... sighh...

Even now when I try to take a nap, I can't. . . I am having a paper in a few hours time!!maybe i'm nervous? that's wad causing it? hahaha idk...
Luckily I have revised finish for my paper today . . they say Problem 15's worksheet is very IMPORTANT..so peeps,have you all gone thru that worksheet & 6P?

2010-02-07T09:40:00.004+08:00

I just woke up from a dream of him!! been wanting to see him haha & this dream came. . lol.. I MISS HIM! =((

It was a pretty topsy turvy dream... *laughs exactly like how dreams are meant to be, none of them seems to fit in. .

He was sitting on the seat of my dining table. . . the weird thing was, there were a keyboard on the dining table and dishes of dinner too. . Totally weird!! He looked very tired.. I suppose it was after his field camp. .

sighh. . . there's 3 more days till he gets back but dunoe how many more days till I get to see him. .
If fri's shoot is confirmed, then I won't hve time to meet him once he book out. . sat morning I won't be free, night:reunion dinner..and Sunday is cny already..v day sighh...
Oh well . . . I feel that everything will go the way I dun expect it to be. . . I dun even think there will be a v day this yr in our relationship book .. the funny thing is, How did we even celebrated Valentine's Day in 2009?

2010-02-05T23:14:00.017+08:00

Those 3 songs is consistently playing over & over again and I'm not bored of it. . but rather it's giving me a motivation or something... something that I can hold on to.

My baby you..are the reason for this.. & cos of you I should be able to...
You're the reason.

=D 11.11 ! Who's missing me? Marvin?...(shld i still believe this?)

There should be a AM too for today. . but I was occupied with class. =( I pressed Print Screen already, but forgot to save it. . .

`where are you?`what are you doing?`how are you?`Are you well?`are you safe?. . . questions ... Questions in my head are all related to "worry"

Okayy...
Problems 1 to 15 is over for all the 4 modules that I have this semester!! Great! there won't be anymore PS, wksht, PPT for at least 2 months. . yeahh! But gotta study for next week UT3!
I'm gOnna miss the presence of w65d. .
Ohhh and i'll miss the Year 3's!! I wouldn't see them online during school hours anymore..and don't even say about bumping into them in the school premises. . sighh...

4th day. .

2010-02-04T20:16:00.006+08:00

Knowing that your phone would be switched off. . knowing that I can't possibly reach you. .
But I still pressed the call button. . .
Hhaha. . .
Whenever my phone lights up, I hope to see it was you. . .but how can it possibly be you. .=(
"it's all about getting used to it" others say.... But How can one get used to such things. .

That is the Difference from Pulau Tekong to where I am!
It's really So Near Yet So FAR!!

Oh well, tomorrow is the last day of school..apart from ut3 next week. . Tomorrow will be the last day that i'll be together in a classroom with w65D..although my this sem class doesn't seem to be able to click well...but i'll still miss them. (:

serious study has to start after tmr!!

- I choose not to know..

2010-02-01T11:30:00.006+08:00

5.30am your message came..I managed to be awaken by it. . Reading it, i had the urge to hear your voice. . but was afraid that all I could hear was the "Sorry.....Please leave a message after the tone" Luckily there was still time. (= the call ended shortly, it felt like a dream. .

Did my usual stuffs in the morning..and the usual stuffs when I first switch on my laptop, Check my mails. your name caught my sleepy eyes, and it was a message from you via fb!! @ 4.40 AM? You could use the comp so early in the morning?Hahaha...my darling. . . =DD That's so sweet of you! If only I could tell you that like..now..!
*see it's sweet lil things like this that makes a girl happy & Smile! same goes for guys. It's like a lil act of Kindness will make someone's day a good one*

I will..i'm only afraid for the 2 "big things that is gonna take place within these 10days for me. .

Because of you

Saturday and Sunday with you! =)

2010-01-31T15:51:00.009+08:00

Saturday:
Had a shoot in the morning to afternoon..haha CNY & Valentine's Day are coming!!Anyone feeling excited?
haha okie, getting back... The best thing was, Darling booked out earlier this week (: instead of 4plus, he booked out at about 2pm. Nice..(:
Went for new yr shopping again. . and bought nth =( hahaha nice guys clothes are so hard to find.. everywhere sells the same design. .so boring. .

Thanks dear. . . for knowing what to do...and acting on it even though you're so veryy tired. .

The next 2 weeks is gonna be quite crazy... field camp,last week of class,UT3(Study,Revise,Practice),sgh.. and you won't be reachable for that whole period ... =(

Sunday:
Went to Jones for Bunch @ Dempsey Hill.. Very nice place, it's called Jones the grocer hence it's like a grocery store with an eatery.. I order the English breakfast, the portion was huge for me but it's tasty and nice. .Yummy! (: we had our smoothies, creamy & Sweet ones..Nice!
If only I had brought along the camera. . it's time that I should get a new phone! the current one is pretty screwed..I'm only using it to msg n call...the camera function is abit faulty and it's 2megapixel only..lousy.. with a better camera phone, i dun hv to worry that i dun have the camera with me...although camera phones is so much lousier than a digital cam or those DSLR cam..phones with good camera functions is still very handy.. my bag will be less heavy ((:

Looking out for nice phones...should I get iphone?blackberry? or the previous phone that I like?but its quite long ago,scully its not selling anymore loL!

i'm gonna be your strong girl

May everything goes smoothly..

Everyone to be kept safe, far away from danger. .

Take Care of yourself Marvin..

Loves Julyn =D

It's Shopping Time with Belinda! ♥

2010-01-25T23:22:00.004+08:00

Its been long since I've shopped like this! It feels so nice (: A fruitful shopping day! loves

Lets see... our initial plan was to be at the shops when it opens in the morning.. and we did! Happy.. ((=

The first shop we went to was New Look and I finally bought my grey heels! =D BUT I didn't realise that the heel is actually super high!! I measured, it's even higher than my white wedge hahaha which means I'll be even taller than Marvin..whOops! =x

Next stop was to F21, ever since the new F21 shop opened @ 313 I fell for their clothes again..hmmm or is it the shop instead? well Both! hahah.. I bought a normal skirt, never own that colour before..something special.. it's green, is it?hmm maybe more to the fresh green side. . It will be placed at my school clothes section of my wardrobe =D
poor bel..her favourite dress went out of sizes! it's like after an hour or so, those 2 small size was off the rack and sold out! in the morning somemore..like FAST. .

- a lesson to be learnt.. Always hold on to it even though you're still considering about whether to have it or not! Who knows what will happen next. . . -

To bel: You'll find an Even Nicer & Better Dress! (:

Went to Cotton On and bought ballet flats, "soft comfortable flats! but must season it first..("plaster eater time..my dad says I use plaster like drinking water)

Bel bought nude & I bought another white one! -.- like another one ...but nvm, my current one is gonna spoil soon(hopefully not thou). . Both colours are easy to match different outfits! nice(: Now i've a white n black Cotton On flats. .(both new..have to season it..) Anyone wanna help me season the shoes? hahha

Lemme see, the number of ballet flats I have in total are... 2 white, 2 black (1 with ribbon), 1 brown(ribbon), 1 silver("mickey) but it's in a pretty bad shape alrdy, Love that shoe thou..it's the most comfortable pair that I have and had so far. . yup that should be all of the ballet flats. . hahha but I keep wearing the white one only =p

hmmm where did we go after buying our ballet flats? .... Oh!! had to change my grey heels, spotted a fault.. hee now the heels is perfect, just need to season it (:
Shall wear that for cny day 1 & V day..?maybe..but.....sadly I think v day 2010 will be zero.

Anyway. . we had our cravings for tako yaki @ ion.. nice (:

After eating..we sat down to rest & chatted.. that "plate became our sampan boat. Doesn't it look like one. . with the paddles. .

teehee.. and to New Look again. . hahah I sound like a New Look lover, kept going to that store. . but apparently different outlets carry slightly different apparels..
A Happy day...cos I managed to find my black long cardign! *smilez..* like finally..after hunting from 313 - New Look, Forever21,Cotton On, Zara...

We were like out from about 10.30AM untill 10.30PM. . lol tanah merah station should have us caught on tapes during 10.30 AM & PM on 25th jan... hahaha

I love shopping with Belinda! yeah. . Trying clothes together. .going from shops to shops and picking out things that we like. . ! Belinda..I think you've became my Best companion for shopping too. . apart from you being my best friend who we can talk about almost anything & everything. . (:

Weekends is here! (:

2010-01-24T15:58:00.000+08:00

Darling's 20th Birthday! (: It's the very first time I took photos with his botak head too. . hahaha =p
A whole new different look! No longer with the long hair with "curls at the side of ur face. . and no more "sa shuai" for you with your hair. . HAHAA but don't worry dear, you still look good! =p
Well.. that has been my desktop wallpaper for the past 2 weeks! =D
It's like something for me to miss you less or miss you more.. or whatever. . Sometimes I just feel alil better looking at it (:

Weekends are suppose to be long... but with you being in the Army, weekends became SHORT... The time spend with you seems to be always not enough. .

Seems like ocs is training you to manage your time, only allowing things that you Really need to do..to be done. . which in a way it's good,cos you need some managing time skills. .=p

Ever since you enter...I feel that yesterday was the only time we really spoke much to each other. . the only time when I hear things that normally do not come out from you or rather in our conversations. .

I love sitting by the beach, listening to the waves and to ur voice. . =D

loves

2010-01-22T22:15:00.001+08:00

I just got back from the doctor..and I feel like i'm an Ah ma already at the age of 19!!...need to take wad..glucosesami or something, for my joint. . and it taste so awful!!! it makes me feel sick, when I am not. . There are a total of 10 packs and I've to take it everyday once :(( luckily not 3 times a day..

I just finish my days work... but it still doesn't feel like it's a Friday. . I still have not chosen my electives. I am still contemplating whether I should take Financial Accounting or Microeconomics... or others?? If I chose Micro,what electives will they provide me with the following semester? will they force us to take Macro..since micro & macro are like together. . . .
This feels like..1 wrong decision, it will ruin my future or smth. . . I'll have until this weekend to choose! and to choose wisely. . . .

Here I am, waiting for your call once more.... it's always the 22 to 23hour..

2010-01-22T12:24:00.000+08:00

Train maddness this morning. . wonder why the train stopped there for so long. . . and the driver didn't announce anything. . It made me late for school! and I'm so sorry!! so sorry to Nabilah, Yaming & Jon who always wait for me =(
Thanks for waiting!! I love you guys. . I'll faster prepare & get out of my house earlier from now on..Yup I must!
Aniw... not only was I late this morning for class, I was drenched too!! I should have taken the bus & not walked to school. . but oh well..I still managed to get myself to school... but I was late already, so why not just go to the toilet to dry myself up first before entering the air-con zone right?..hahaa lucky one-stop centre has toilets. .
The hand dryer & warm water saved me..I almost thought i was gonna get a cold or a fever, cos i was feeling VERY COLD..

2010-01-20T21:10:00.004+08:00

Mac breakfast + shopping at town today! ❤
if only everyday could be like this. . it feels so free & great! I shall go shopping again this weekend or on Mon and Tuesday. . I need more clothes! my wardrobe has too little school clothes! some clothes in it are meant for going out but not to school. . . I also need clothes for CNY. . but I dun seem to be able to see any clothes that I like. .
We spent almost an hour at New Look, trying on heels! ❤ If only New Look's shoe comes in half size, then I can purchase that black heels. Size 39 was too big, felt as if I'm dragging that heels while I walk and 38 made my toes on my left foot unable to breathe, it was so cramped up.
There was another heel which fitted nicely...I like it BUT. . . I might have to consider getting it as the material doesn't allow wet substance to touch it.. teehee actually I own that kind of material shoe before..so shouldn't be a problem. . =D Shall see when will i go town again,then i'll get it. . =))
it's grey in colour, so it will be pretty easy to match almost anything. . =)

I dread going to school tomorrow..it will be so stressful... It's php code! =((
I dun want tmr to come. . .

The day when you messaged me in the morning,dinner and talked at 8pm. loves!! =D

2010-01-20T20:42:00.001+08:00

"Love is when you don't have to say anything, He knows how you feel."

2010-01-16T23:45:00.002+08:00

Today's shooting was BAD. . I am bad at posing infront of the camera, my body position is so wrong, it isnt nice. . sigh... I really want to pose well infront of the camera, take good photos and present the clothings well.. Will I ever be as good as those korean,japan,taiwan posing models?

Ohh...I had Jap food for lunch @ Jurong Point's Ichiban Sushi! The food was great! especially all the salmon dishes I had!! ❤

I should take a photo of you in your book in & book out attire...! =p I was wondering who is that guy who is looking at me when he walked passed. . and it was YOU!! LOL

2010-01-16T15:35:00.000+08:00

On my way to school this morning, I had a chance to seat down in the train.. lucky I would say, cos it was the train that was going towards city hall =))
Rarely will have available seats, dun even say about the amount of space to stand. . it’s always so squashy Teehee. . No one wanted to sit, so I decided to sit down & give my standing space + huge bag space to others..I’ve a fat bag today + my laptop! HEAVY =(

Going towards woodlands, the man seating beside me made me jump! His phone rang..and the ring tone was scary..some Indian song I think… and he was sleeping! So that song went on for quite awhile..Zzzz.. I practically became so awake from that ring tone.

Had a long day at school..with SAD UT2 after school..it was easy! hopefully I would be able to score better than the first one.. =D
...& On my way home, I was thinking. .
It’s Friday already.. but I dun feel that way…
Tomorrow is the weekend but I dun feel that way..
All UT2 has ended BUT I dun feel that way either..
I just feel sad or smth… An emptiness feeling. .. ?

2010-01-15T14:31:00.000+08:00

Oops..one not very happy post is coming up...

Cos it’s php coding for today again. . This module makes me sad! It’s so difficult to know how to use the different codes for different circumstances. I totally do not get this programming language.
I would say, Java was so much easier than this.. But the funny thing was, when I was learning java programming language, I find it difficult as well..but the process of learning php seems way more difficult as compared to my learning process of java.
Aniw for now, I can put aside php for awhile & prepare for my test for tmr!! =( oh well, but that will be the last ut2 for me.. next will be about 3weeks later? The final test.!

Daddy met with a car accident! Damn valet parking guy bang his back.. like aren’t that person suppose to be a professional car driver?? but luckily my dad is fine, no injuries or whatsoever. .

2010-01-15T11:10:00.000+08:00

Once again I feel like blogging. .hOpefully this newly created blog will consists of all my joys & laughters..No Pains & sorrows in here. . =D